waiting for you as it hurts more.

at first i thought everything was just a simple crush..oh I guess, i was always wrong..i never thought something as huge as this could actually hit me, but it already did..in my eyes, you are just a childish junior student.. a junior student---a year younger than me..this may sound silly but the first time i laid my eyes on you, i already felt this excitement..and i guess that meant something..i spent a year trying to forget every little thing i felt for you and i really really thought i was gonna be okay without your cousin, since he was just the only person who connected the two of us..and i thought, i forgot you..but never in my life have i wished to feel this again..never..


i feel this love for you..i felt all the excitement, the kilig's, the kiliti's..and how foolish of me to think that we could at least be partners this promenade..oh Gosh..you are such an amazing guy..you are talented, but frankly saying, i am a lot better than you..that thing really makes me feel flattered for i know, there's still something in me that you may and can admire..you were my inspiration..you were the one i considered my clown because you make me feel happy and determined..you were the one i always thought whenever i step on to the gate of our school..oh, com'n! smile at me..these were the words i always wished whenever i take a glance on you..we're not friends..we're not even talking..but i am contented with that..

you cannot even look at me and say hi.. at least, we were once magkakilala, weren't we? and you were once my student, weren't you? i taught you Math right? do you remember? sometimes, i wish that LOVE is like mathematics that is easy to analyze and easy to understand..some think, it's nose bleeding..however, in contrast with that, love is just so complicated..and as you try to dig for an answer, it's hurting more..and as you wait, your heart bleeds..

drafts

well.. i haven't been updating my blogsite for how many weeks already..and surely, i missed this..let's say, i just couldn't find the inspiration to write..check my drafts.. i have lots of unfinished works..

feb 19-21, there was an event in our school..Mini fair.. it's an event which students would learn how to do business and stuffs like that..actually, the highlights were the octopus and the starry wheel..though, the tickets were absolutely expensive..there were other options, anyway.. uhm, zipline and the rappeling.. i tried both..and swear, both were really thrilling.. when i tried the zipline, i really really thought it was the end of my life..*laughs



honestly, i couldn't find the exact word to write. And this one was done last February. I just checked my drafts and boom, i found this unfinished article. And I am gonna finish this.
I am gonna miss the Mini Fair. Totally. Those high school days. Those memories. Maybe, you're already fed up with so much of my aftergraduation blogs. Ahehe. Peace.

waa.. i'm running out of words to say.:)
byebye for now.

hAppy!

i have a new crush..
Hahaha..
super hAppy..
mMmmh..
nOt *daga..