Wednesday, October 28, 2009

reflections.

ask yourself
1. What I have done for God?
2. What I am doing for God?
3. What will I do for God?

Looks familiar, eh? The first time I saw this in the road, I was really amazed. Tama ba ang term? Hehe. Pero ya. It is really an amazing sign.

What have I done for God? Ano nga ba? Totoo, nagsisimba ako every Sunday. Parang incomplete ang week ko kung di ako nakakapasok sa simbahan to be with Him. But, I always ask myself, am I really sincere? O baka naman, this act has become a routine. Just a routine. Hindi talaga yung NEED. Am I fooling Him? Naahhh. I love Him. I make sure I do not commit sins nor do bad things. Pero, am I doing good things for Him? Kung hindi ako gumagawa ng masama, does that mean gumagawa na ako ng mabuti for others? Hindi ba't loving others is loving God? Since we do not really physically touch Him, they are there---waiting to be touched.
Everytime I see these people--beggars, handicapped, less fortunate, it is as if my whole world is consoling them. I think of the long-term ambitions. "Kung mayaman lang ako, aampunin ko tong mga to." Is this for real? O baka naman way ko lang yun para mabigyang reason kung bakit ito lang ang nagagawa ko para sa kanila o natutulong ko at kung bakit hindi ko sila natutulungan ngayon.

What am I doing for God? Ano nga bang ginagawa ko para sa Kanya? Kung meron nga, enough na ba yon? Alam nating maraming nangangailangan ng tulong ngayon. And I feel so guilty, cause I haven't donated a bit. Gusto ko nang tumulong. Yes, before classes resume ( that means, I gotta go back to davao), I will help. :) KAILANGAN. To satisfy my own need. I don't want to be happy and merrying while I know that there are many who suffer.
What will I do for God? Change. Change. and Change.


IKAW?